will writing ever take away my sadness

i can go try to change the future, but i sit here and write
about how the past and the foregone will age me and make me sad

it is not helping

but i sit here and continue

i do not really wish to forget

we will always carry this regret, but then again

only I shall have a morsel at my mind's corner, that

history, can change.

so i continue writing here, it carries my sadness;
i shall continue carrying my sadness.