alone home

So, I am sedentary by nature. I often stone into mid air at night, and I feel sleepy all the time. C hates me for all that when we aren't actually supposed to be sedentary.

Today I wanted to get home and be alone.

I feel that way often, wanting to be home as soon as possible to be alone, at home, truly by myself.

Coming home and if C is here it feels almost alone. The bed is warmer, I have someone to talk gibberish to, and someone with the potential to wash the dishes. But we don't really engage in much interactive activity like heavy talk or lovey-doveyness; pretty much just being next to each other in silence or trivia that only is understandable between him and I. Hence almost-alone. It feels good too.

I like this.