haplessly daunted
by fear, beleaguering,
leaving me in
a narcoleptic daze.
I write, uninspired
my wanderlust obscured,
with xanthous sickness
as my only candour.
pain, gargantuan
remaining, in kinetic time
fastidious upon my chest
hurting,
like a iconoclastic yegg,
stealing my dreams,
jettisoning them
unto itself.
some days, relief
abstains from me;
others, sanity
comforts magnanimously
as if laissez-faire,
recovery comes and goes -
awakens in pandiculation,
or zealously absent.
I yearn for an eclectic
source of my verse,
but sorrow remains
my sole inspiration.
get drunk and listen to Faye Wong.
ReplyDeleteIt has been more than a month since you've surfaced in the world to write to us.
ReplyDeleteAre you ok?
I really hope you find someone who loves you as you are. You are incredible really.
It's a pain being so bright sometimes ain't it? How strong is a soul supposed to be?
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