I am in the midst of a panic attack. At this very moment. My chest hurts like hell, my fingers feel detached from my body, my breathing shallow, my head feels light. I am trying my best to act normal while all this is going on. I might faint but will hang on till then. I have run out of the correct medication to take to prevent this from happening.

I haven't even had a proper panic attack for a long time but it has been tumultuous for me and thus my panic attacks return.

I think I just lost my ability to speak. Just like old times, when I lose my voice in the way a foetus is unable to cry in its womb.