1. Stress undoes me. I really cannot do stress now, even in the form of making decisions fast, or having a lovers' quarrel. My cognition is slow even with chocolate or coffee or with having slept sixteen hours.
2. I will do housework, starting with my admin. I will. I will...
3. Badly need new books. Really do. Am suffering actual withdrawal symptoms from having nothing in my house that I would like to read.
   
4. Please don't ask me how I am. I know I am not a good friend right now but the idea of having to explain myself stresses me out.