Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Silence for Jealousy and Decision

Silence - a sign of a trap
It was an involuntary moment
Quickly distracted by trivia

I knew for one breath
In eternity, it was nailed
The decision and the truth
- almost alike, history

Nailed in his heart so
piercing, the abandonment
which he desired and feared

Will there be hope? Yes
But we will be sad for it
With it; it is inevitable

I have no choice, this weight
Is less heavy now, but certain
Almost as certain now,

as the winter
the cleaving
the miracle

the dream -

then again
Maybe I was mistaken:
there was no silence

no decision proper
no regret
no moment of trivia against truth

it was just a natural pause
not a deliberate silence
we weren't in a trap, no

the only trap, is

- abandonment
should just never exist. it is
the worst ever.

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