list of elainities

1. turpsy hands and paint stains under fingernails
2. bloody pek cek
3. human contact is like leprosy
4. need holiday but no money
5. need holiday but have to bloody work everyday
6. want to celebrate mom's birthday but have to be in singapore and miss her birthday AGAIN
7. cursing will not help, there is nothing wicked enough to use to curse how I feel
8. wish I wasn't sick at all
9. wish I can throw ALL my medicine away
10. wish I can have loads and loads of beer and other alcohol-infused matter
11. I don't want to do anything
12. I want to disappear
13. I want to roar like Aslan, maybe I will feel better
14. I am a bloody escapist
15. I hate so many people
16. I like working with people but I don't like working with people
17. tan from painting in the sun
18. faint and out of sorts from being sick
19. want to sleep cannot sleep want to sleep cannot sleep don't want to sleep feel sleepy what the hell
20. painting is therapeutic
21. being alone is therapeutic
22. living on earth = includes learning to live with people or find means to live without
23. I need to destroy something
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